feeling a sense of dred setting in
no job
no money
bills to pay
and i hate to admit it
but i am scared
i dont like living like this
but i also dont really want to have a REAL job yet
also at this point i dont think i could
i need something where i make tips just to get by right now
also i am lonely
i know that i really am
when i sleep with the TV on
just so i can have some company
i used to do this right when i was out of a relationship
but seeing as how i have not been in one
for just about 2 years
you would think i was used to being alone
but somehow i dont think that i will ever be
and it is not that i dont like being single
thats not it i really have fun
i just miss having company at night i guess
and i guess i am being a girl about it right now
but hey i can feel like this every now and again
it usually passes
1 comment:
One of the worst things about becoming 'newly single' is the silence in my apartment... coming home to emptiness... and I have taken to leaving the TV on one of the music channels, just to avoid that so i can see where you are coming from in this post. It does help me and give me a bit of hope to see that there is people out there thinking like I am... perhaps I am not as mad and as much of a lost cause as I thought.
Don't even know how I happened on your blog but it made me smile at times... thanks for that, it's something I don't do too often lately.
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