Saturday, February 05, 2005

And don't it make you sad to know that life is more than who we are

well went to the gym today
frist time in a while
just have not been driven to lately
but i am going to start going again
i want to get skinny again
had a really hard time today
even when i have not been going
i can still get on the treadmill
and run at least 4 miles
today i could only run 1 and then walk for a bit
i did run 4 miles eventually
but not all at once
so then i did other things too
i guess it is a combination
of being sick
giving blood
and not going to the gym in the first place
of course the not going part is the last on the list
hahaha
maybe this time i will actually follow through with my diet
i think not going to the bars as often will help
but then again not feeling hung over in the morning
makes me hungrier which is not conducive to eating less
and i really miss the bars
i think i am having withdrawls
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!
at least tomorrow is Super Bowl
though that is usually dissapointing
i always want to get together with people get drunk and scream at the TV
but that never seems to happen
i am totally willing to buy a keg and BBQ
only problem is that i dont have a good TV
so i need someone to donate their TV and house!!
any takers?
guess not we will see when i end up doing tomorrow
maybe just drinking 32s hopefully not all by myself!!
off to shower!

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