Belated birthday

Well my birthday was on sunday
went out on Saturday
the usual to the bars
which i always enjoy
I am not really feeling like writing lately
which does not make for very interesting posts
and does not bode well for my school work
Listening to my mom and grandparents talk
kind of makes me want to poke my eyes out
I love them all to death
but sometimes when they dont get things i get frusterated






i am feeling really lonely lately
not really wanting anything serious
just something solid
not even that just there
somehow i find it in the places that i probably shouldnt
but sometimes that is where it is i guess
though now i dont know what i am talking about
have been up since 4:30am
so i am pretty much incoherent
ha
yeah
well going to sleep for a bit before doing a paper
that i should have started it days and days ago
god i cant wait to be done with this school stuff