Feeling a bit inadequate lately
the not pretty enough not skinny enough kind of stuff
need to start going to the gym again
but then again i seem to feel that way a lot
So i guess it is really nothing new
Ready to be done and out of school
Is it bad that i just want to drop out?
especially when i have Graduation in less than a month
Which means BIG party for Ali
Cant wait to go to the snow
i am going to buy some boots and bindings
I definatly need new ones
I miss the feeling of flying down the hill
not hearing anything but the wind
open snow
Need to get up there!!
need a lot of things
little things
never seems like i get them though
I want to take more pictures
interesting pictures
put them up
maybe i will have time soon
looking forward to going out tonight
limited it to one night this weekend
have shit to do
still i dont want to do it
found out some stuff about my family in the last couple days
makes me sad
want to help but dont know how
want to escape this right now
not feel it
feel something else for a while
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