have you seen my leather pants and guitar?

i seem to have less and less time to get on the internet lately
i have been super busy at work
yeah 50 hour work weeks really take a toll
that and apparently i think i am a rock star
cause i have been going out and drinking every night
too bad i dont have groupies and some kind of drug addiction
cause that would just complete that image
i am going to stop going out every night though
just not good for me
i think that part of it is that there are so many new people that i am hanging out with
that i just want to go out with all of them
and that makes me go out every night
need a little more down time though
but sometimes downtime just makes me lonely
so going out keeps my mind off of it
and keeps me around people
so then new resolution
still going out just not drinking as much
good plan
now i just need to excercise some restraint when i go out
we will see how that goes
also no more going into work drunk
as fun as it is to see everyone when i am like that
i tend to just get too drunk in front of them
and think it might have hurt my chances
with someone i am kind of interested in at work
ohh well i guess i always seem to fuck it up somehow anyways
at least this way there is no real attachment
we'll see though
maybe i can salvage something
going to see living legand at g pub tonight
should be fun
and i miss hanging out with manda and that crew
it will be nice to see banko and gabby
going to be packed in g street though
but hey i have not been to a concert since damien marley in SF
i miss going to concerts
if you made it though all of my rambling you get a pat on the back
then again i am sure that no one reads this since i never update any more
ohh well im off