warning this is not going to be a very uplifting post

been a bad day
got fired
makes me feel like a failure
i have never been fired before
i feel like everything has been taken away from me
everything that i have had to hold on to lately
no more school
no more job
and not that the job itself was all that great
but i have met some the the best people i know there
all i really want right now is someone to put their arms around me and let me cry
and that is not something that i require very often
feeling really alone right now
i dont want to be alone but somehow that is how i end up
was really looking forward to going boarding tomorrow and i dont get to do that either
i hurts so bad to feel this way
first time in a while i have cried like this
sorry for this
sorry