:( kind of

Feeling lazy
and unproductive
did something i shouldnt have
might get in trouble for it
have some questions i would like to ask
dont know if i want to know the answers
dont know if i really care
wish for things that i know i shouldnt
just feeling a bit confused at the moment
not really sure why though
sometimes i envy others so much
i wonder how they do what they do
kind of wishing that i lived alone lately
i guess that would give me an excuse for feeling lonely
or just make it worse
not sure
sometimes i feel broken
sorry for the depressing post
not that anyone reads this
just how i am feeling lately